Tuesday, December 30, 2008


everything is excuses now.

" people tend to only remember the things they want to remember, in order for them to use it as an excuse in the future. "

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

early christmas miracle.

Ryan and i got ourselves and early Christmas present. (:
We get paid more, now we can live a satisfying Blessed life.
THANK YOU JESUS ! and ilyb. (:

Thursday, December 11, 2008

Cant sleep..

im sorry baby i know your gonna get mad at me for not sleeping.. haha

12/11/08 2:28 am..

Monday, December 8, 2008

daily spillout. (:

causing great surprise or sudden wonder.

Okay, so i decided Amazing would be one word to describe my life. I was once a unappreciative, irritating bitch, ( excuse my language ) But many things have change, it's all apart of growing up, I'd always look at what " An abundance of valuable material possessions or resources; riches. " type people have. But, now that i look and see what people don't have and can't have. Just having a family to love me, a boyfriend that I'll spend forever with is thee biggest and greatest blessing God has given me,ever. Just to be able to have the miracle of life. And as a bonus ( extra blessing ) He gave my family and i a great house to live in. Wonderful parents, ah i wouldn't ask for anything else. I'd just have to say, I'm super thankful for all who was in my life, and is still in my life. Oh and btw ! me & ryan work together now, couldn't have asked for a better more chill job. so thank you Jesus ! and Kat ! and Mike ! hahaha k. (: goodnight. homework time !

everytime i lose motivation i look at her picture and i remmember what i struggle for and hope for the future we have planned together.

im in love..

Sunday, December 7, 2008

" staying ontha phone all night together and not saying shit TYPE LOVE.. "

Everything in my life is changing for the better, i thank God for blesssing me & my baby with a job together and for her mom lending me money to fix my car! its nothing but all getting better from here! The first time in these past months i can be happy and have no worries in the back of my mind.


type love .

Thursday, December 4, 2008

Our thankgiving trip. (:

FLY1NRYAN (10:44:42 PM): in life many things will come thats better than what you got.. but our love is what holds us together makin us content with what we have at this moment.

Life is a beautiful struggle.

Damn so this past week has been a bitch.. my car brokedown and im broke as fuck.. Thanks to God im blessed with my gf and her mama! willing to help me out. not to be emo or anything but fuck seems like life is kickin my ass ontha ground and i cant get up.. One of my jobs aint givin me enough hours and my other job is killin me for so little..

"I've been workin' this graveshift and I ain't made shitI wish I could buy me a spaceship and fly past the sky"

-kanye west

but by the end of the night i sleep well knowing i have something money cant buy..

a new family and a new place i call home.

thankful (:

k, so clarins speaking. (:
This weeks been freaking amazing for me. (:
Sunday - I saw my Godson Babyj, hes growin' fast ! he's over a month old now. (: And a great way to start the week, Monday Ryan, Jason, came over and we ate with Carissa, Chris, tiff and Kalen for tiffs birrfdayy @ BJS ! Had some bombass pizza and PAZOOOKIE ! (: And since i had to go home I sat on top of ryan in jasons S2000. lmfao THAT WAS DEFINETLY AN ADVENTURE ! hahaha.
And so my baby boy helped me with my project, which i hope i got an A on.. AND THENN ! on TUESDAY ! (: ME & RYRY got a job together, which is the best! cause we loving being with each other ! HAHAHA. So thank you God, for giving us this blessing. (: AND WED.. me & my bestprenddd cariss miss bonded again ! and TODAY! my mommy got MOH MONAAY ! so we went to get a christmas treee, and went more shoppin for lightssss. (: lalalala anyway i miss you baby. AND it doesnt matter if we have money or not, as long as i got you. I'M STRAIGGGGGGHT ! (: k bye guys (:

Wednesday, December 3, 2008

what i miss the most right now..



remembrance of love.

"Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength, while loving someone deeply gives you courage."


"Love is an act of faith, and whoever is of little faith is also of little love."

New to this ..

(((: weeee ! me & ryan share a blogspot.

its like a xanga in the year 2008 ! HAHAHA